Finding Peace In Recovery!!!
On January 20, 1989 I had finally reached my bottom and felt the need to turn my life over to God for I was not in control at all and I seen death as the most likely end to the path that I was on. When I first joined A.A.(Alcoholics Anonymous) and N.A.(Narcotics Anonymous) I naturally learned the Serenity Prayer and the Twelve Steps of my new life. However, more importantly I had learned that I must “Give It Away” in order to keep it. For those of you not in recovery or not familiar with the practices of A.A. or N.A. to “Give It Away” means to share your story with other members in order to keep it fresh in everyone’s mind and spirit just why we are there for each other. For us to continue to live a life free of addiction we must always remember to share our story to keep fresh the destruction that our addictions can and will bring to our lives if we fall from our sobriety and give into our addictions again. If you feel that you are fighting an addiction then I urge you to find a meeting near you and seek the help there. Many people think that they can tell some one that they are living an addictive life but in reality only the addicted person themselves can say that and they will never admit it until they hit their bottom even if you think they already past their bottom.
For me to find peace in recovery I have lived the past seventeen years of my life by the following twelve steps and this simple little prayer. 1) I admitted that I was powerless over all drugs and alcohol, that my life had become unmanageable. 2) Came to believe that a Power greater than myself could restore me to sanity. 3) Made a decision to turn my will and my life over to the care of God as I understood Him. 4) Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of myself. 5) Admitted to God, myself, and another human being the exact nature of my wrongs. 6) I was entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of my character. 7) Humbly asked Him to remove my shortcomings. 8) Made a list of all persons that I had harmed and became willing to make amends to them all. 9) Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others. 10) Continue to take personal inventory and when I am wrong promptly admit it. 11) Sought through prayer and meditation to improve my conscious contact with God, praying only for knowledge of His will for me and the power to carry that out. 12) Having had this Spiritual Awakening as a result of these steps, I tried to carry this message to alcoholics, and drug addicts, and to practice these principles in all my affairs. So I pray unto Him; God grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the Courage to change the things I can, and the Wisdom to know the difference. Amen.
Once again I say these are the things that have helped me to find peace in my recovery even during those times that the road that I now follow on my journey of life may not be smooth. If you are troubled by addictions then I hope and pray for you that you too will find the peace of recovery and if you are in recovery already remember to “Give It Away To Keep It” and share the joy of your new life with a more troubled soul looking for answers. Do it today, I plead with you to do it today, help all our brothers and sisters that suffer. Help them to find the peace and joy of recovery.
Until the next time May You and Yours Be Blessed Always!!
Roy J. Keller
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